Psalms 22:1-5 (NIV)
1My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from the words of my groaning?
2O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer, by night, and am not silent.
3Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One; you are the praise of Israel.
4In you our fathers put their trust; they trusted and you delivered them.
5They cried to you and were saved; in you they trusted and were not disappointed.
This psalm is one of the reasons why the book of Psalms should be a regular “diet” of Christian believers. The psalms were songs, just like our songs today. They basically were expressions of what the psalmists were experiencing, both personally and as the nation Israel.
Psalm 22 is one of those truthful expressions of the heart. I say truthful because it expresses what every heart feels in certain circumstances, but we are ashamed to admit - feeling alone, forsaken by the Lord. We think that it makes us less of a Christian to have this kind of feeling. Many times, when asked how we are doing, we fake our feelings of trust and faith, when in actuality we feel forsaken. It’s almost as if we are saying that Christians are not human.
But the issue is not the humanity of a Christian, but the reality of our God. A Christian is as human as every person in the world, and we face the same challenges and circumstances as every one in the world. The only difference a Christian brings to this battle is God. And not just a belief in God, but the reality of God - the reality of who He is. This is not about theory, or in a knowledge of doctrine...it’s about the reality of God in our heart, what we know about God. It is theology, but it is a theology of the heart, and not of a classroom or a book. It is theology that comes from God in His Word, and one that we experience in our life.
Look how the psalm begins:
1My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from the words of my groaning?
2O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer, by night, and am not silent.
We don’t know exactly what David was going through, but it was bad enough to make him feel as if the Lord had forgotten all about him. He felt that the Lord didn’t hear him, and that his salvation was far from coming to him.
I don’t know how many of us have felt exactly this way, but it will be good to know that this was what Jesus uttered when He was nailed to the cross dying for our sins (Matthew 27:46). Our Lord Himself experienced it.
But notice how quickly David’s thoughts shift from his circumstance to his God.
3Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One; you are the praise of Israel.
4In you our fathers put their trust; they trusted and you delivered them.
5They cried to you and were saved; in you they trusted and were not disappointed.
He remembered who his God was, and how faithful He was to his ancestors. Despite his circumstances, God was still the Holy One, the praise of Israel. He does not change. And in the past He has been faithful to hear the cry of his forefathers who trusted Him and were not disappointed.
This knowledge doesn’t come by chance, or “last minute”. This was a belief that David carried in his heart, something He knew deep inside. This was how he was able to go against the thoughts he had about his situation.
But then, again, he goes back to his emotion:
Psalms 22:6-8 (NIV)
6But I am a worm and not a man, scorned by men and despised by the people.
7All who see me mock me; they hurl insults, shaking their heads:
8“He trusts in the LORD; let the LORD rescue him. Let him deliver him, since he delights in him.”
From his circumstance he focuses on himself. He feels like a worm, useless. He is mocked, despised, and insulted. Even his trust in the Lord is questioned. Actually, it’s the Lord who is questioned, not David.
But, again, his thoughts quickly return to who his God is.
Psalms 22:9-11 (NIV)
9Yet you brought me out of the womb; you made me trust in you even at my mother's breast.
10From birth I was cast upon you; from my mother's womb you have been my God.
This wasn’t something that David remembered from experience, because I don’t think he had memory of when he was an infant. This was something that he knew about his God. From the moment he was born, God was taking care of him. He was cast upon God from birth, and even while an infant God showed His faithfulness by providing for him through the milk from his mother.
This wasn’t just a theory. It was something that David knew in his heart. And he dug deep into his heart, taking the treasures of his faith, and held on to it.
And so he cries out: 11Do not be far from me, for trouble is near and there is no one to help.
None of us are exempted from circumstances that bring deep depression, feelings of being alone, forgotten even by God. But the thoughts of our heart, the knowledge we have about God, will counter those feelings, and bring us back to a heart that trusts and depends on our living and faithful God.
But we need to understand that these truths, these understandings of God, don’t just come all of a sudden, or in the last minute. It comes from a lifetime of growing and learning about our God through His Word, through which He has revealed who He is, and experiencing God, actually seeing Him work in every aspect and area of our life.
There is much talk today about Christians being depressed because of the pandemic, and the quarantine restrictions of having to stay home. The mixture of fear of catching the virus, anxiety because of financial woes, the change of routine, having to stay home most of the time - has made many feel down and depressed. I will not be surprised if some have had the same thought struggles as David - feeling forsaken by God, wondering when He will bring an end to this.
This is what I call a “heart check”. For in circumstances like this our knowledge of who our God is, partnered with our seeing Him work in our life, is being tested. It is that knowledge and understanding in our heart that will pull us through. Yes feelings of depression or being forsaken will haunt our thoughts. But our heart’s knowledge and understanding of who our God is, as revealed by God in His Word, will keep us anchored on Him.
And this is something that just doesn’t come overnight. This is where I believe many Christians are being tested today. Before the pandemic it is possible that some of us did not take our knowledge of God through Scripture seriously. We did not spend much time enjoying Him, His presence, His Word, and actually experiencing the grace that opens our eyes to see Him in all circumstances. If there is one thing that we need to commit ourselves to, no matter what the circumstances are, is to grow in Him, in His Word, in our understanding of who our God is as He has revealed Himself in Scripture.
Many base their understanding of God according to circumstances. If what we’re experiencing is good, then God is good. But when things go bad, we question where our God is. It’s about time that we go back to Scripture and know who our God is as He has revealed Himself to be. Our belief should not be based on anything less than God’s Word.
Circumstances do not change who our God is. He is unchangeable. But the question is - do we know Him enough to keep our hearts anchored on Him?
2 Peter 3:18 (NIV)
18But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever! Amen.
Psalms 34:8 (NIV)
8Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the man who takes refuge in him.